20.3.05

okay, es raro que yo escribiendo este, porque, es muy mal en una manera. pero, no me importa ahora.

allie, me jode, me jode, me jode!!!

todo el tiempo es como, 'oh me gusta jose, oh, que guapo, bla bla bla' ella sabe que me gusta a jose, porque le dije (y ahora deseo no hice la). todo el tiempo ella pedirla, y el... el responde! e el, no habla conmigo. a veces yo creo que yo hice una cosa que le joda el, pero cuando yo pienso de este, hay nada!

dios mio, ella me joda mucho mucho mucho mucho. no puedo describir!

on friday when i let it slip that i like jose, which i never ever ever wanted to tell her, she was like 'well if i flirt with him, don't take it personally, that's just how i am.' I was like okay whatever. But no! It's not okay! It's not okay to be hanging all over each other when you know that a friend likes him. i mean hello, he was my friend first!! i don't care if he has a girlfriend en heredia. esta bien conmigo. pero yo quiero ser amigos. and i can't even talk to him when she's hanging on him! OH MY GOSH! FREAKING A' ALLIE!

i can't stand it. i can't even behing to describe it to you. and then it bugs me that i'm so jealous. why am i so jealous? it's not like we're novios or something. but then everyone is so stupid about it. Connor won't shut up about it. whenever i see natalie, ella es como, 'jose! le gusta jose!' NO! EN SERIO? and Minor won't stop calling me arroyo bibb.

and actually i wouldn't mind that. i wouldn't mind that at all, i mean, i know that happens when everyone sees you liking a guy and what not. it wouldn't bother me, if they weren't saying that, and at the same time seeing allie hang all over him!

and i don't know what to do. que puedo hacer? i can't like hunt him down or something. yea that would be lame. and it's so stupid because he lives in anther country anyway. freaking a.

at this rate, i might as well like minor. at least allie isn't all over him. besides, he's actually been talking to me.

*and yes, i am perfectly aware that this is a slightly mean post. oh well. for once in my life i am going to be mean, and i am not going to care what you think. allie if you read this, you need to know that the way you act bothers people, and it hurts them a lot. grow up. (and i mean that like a loving older sister, but hun, sometimes it sucks when someone lays the truth on hard.)

4 comments:

Sara without an H said...

okay, so that was mean, and i actually don't feel that way anymore about it. it was more like a venting thing. you know?

and weird that i went from english to spanish and back again.

Sara without an H said...

yea yea shut up. but you know, i can talk to him so there isn't that much of a language barrier.

and hey, it's not like you know, yo pedirla or something. not like the other girls...

nathan said...

haha, that is funny because i had no clue you liked jose. and he's at my house. sorry i am so clueless about girls' emotions. i always have been and always will be. if i had known earlier. and by the way, he does not have a girlfriend in costa rica anymore. silly jose.

Sara without an H said...

meh. liking jose is really lame and weird. all the other girls like him because he's hot. even the ones with boyfriends. i at least know him from the summer and like him for other reasons.

oh and the girlfriend. i know, we almost had a fight over whether or not he had one. i was like, no tiene una novia, minor me dijo. and he was like, no. and finally we just left it at him breaking up with her like two weeks ago or something? oh well, it was funny.