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You know, as I write this novel, I have really been learning about my relationship with God. I think I have discovered this whole new aspect that I never knew about before. The characters in this novel have become real people, important people to me. Not like I have conversations with them, that would be bad. But I just got back fromtelling Kellie and Lindsey that they're courting now, and it's exciting. I'm excited for Isaac and Agie in this relationship. (no thhis is not a cheap romance novel)

I feel like I can understand, at least in part, how God feels towards us. We are his creation and he takes great pride in us, and he wants the best for us. He doesn't want to destroy or hurt something that he created, that would be heart wrenching to him. I never knew what this was like before this novel. I really want life to turn out okay for Isaac and Agie. and even though they aren't real, I am excited to see what happens in their life (which of course I am in control of). I don't know if this makes much sense, but, it does to me, and I am mainly writing this post just so I never forget what it felt like to discover this great love that God has for his creation.

much love to all,

sara