Yeah.. There is a lot of drama going on. Some of which is my fault, some of which I have actually caused, most of which I have blown out of proportion and all of which I am involved in. Far in over my head.
So yeah, if you would pray for me, that would be awesome.
In other news, God is freaking amazing. (not that we had doubts.) I have been learning so much from him, it is insane.
and kind of in honor of what I am going through, but what God is teaching me in the midst of it, here's a nice little song that I like.
I am the only one to blame for this Somehow it all ends up the same Soaring on the wings of selfish pride I flew too high and like Icarus I collide With a world I try so hard to leave behind To rid myself of all but love To give and die To turn away and not become Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loved More deeply than the oceans, More abundant than the tears Of a world embracing every heartache
Can I be the one to sacrifice Or grip the spear and watch the blood and the water flow (To love You) Take my world apart (To need You) I am on my knees (To love You) Take my world apart (To need You) Broken on my knees
All said and done I stand alone Amongst remains of a life I should not own It takes all I am to believe In the mercy that covers me Did you really have to die for me? For all I am for all you are 'Cause what I need and what I believe are worlds apart
And I pray (To love You) Take my world apart (To need You) I am on my knees (To love You) Take my world apart (To need You) Broken on my knees On my knees
I look beyond the empty cross Forgetting what my life has cost And wipe away the crimson stains And all the nails that still remain More and more I need you now, I owe you more each passing hour The battle between grace and pride I gave up not so long ago So steal my heart and take the pain, Wash my feet and cleanse my pride Take the selfish, take the weak, And all the things I cannot hide Take the beauty, take my tears My sin and soiled heart - make it yours Take my world, it all is yours Take it now, take it now
To serve the ones that I despise Speak the words I can't deny And watch the world I used to know Fall to dust and blow away I look beyond the empty cross Forgetting what my life has cost And wipe away the crimson stains And all the nails that still remain And steal my heart and take the pain Take the selfish, take the weak And all the things I cannot hide Take the beauty, take my tears Take my world apart Take my world apart And I pray, and I pray, and I pray Take my world apart My world apart
mascha
sara
About Me
- Sara without an H
- In my Father's house are many dwelling places, if it were not so, I would have told you; for I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and recieve you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also.
3 comments:
When you mentioned drama on Sunday night, I didn't think to ask who caused it. Praying that it all calms down.
yeah, it's better now. I have just mainly given up on dating in high school, which was one of the issues I was dealing with. So yeah, it's kind of sad, but I just don't think it's going to happen, which actually make slife a lot more simple. Boys make everything more complicated. oh well. life is complicated.
but yay God, it's all okay now.
and no Friesen I'm not going to kill myself. lolll
Funny then, that you won a date on the old dating game. :) Anyway, you're right, boys do make life more complicated, and its not really worth it until you get to college. In high school I had the most fun when I was just hanging out with friends.
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