Yeah, you can pretty much ignore everything from my previous post. It's all okay now. I just had so much building up and building up and I just needed to scream. Well, the pillow wasn't working out so hot, and I didn't have Ashley, so I took to the internet.So, this may sound stupid, but I have to tell you about I have pretty much fallen in love with someone.
Yesterday, I saw this painting/scultpting/drawing/thing that he made for me. Well, okay, not exactly for me, but I was looking at it, and it was so beautiful and so perfect for how I was feeling in that moment, that I knew it just had to be for me. I just felt so overwhelmed at his amazing talent, isn't so weird and almost new age sounding , but it spoke to me. It just said volumes. Jaja, volumes in three little words. I love you.
And then, you know what else? On Sunday, I heard this song on the radio. It talked about, well, love or something like that. I mean, isn't it funny, most songs today are about love? I just thought about that, I mean, how important it is in our culture. And how lucky we all are if we actually find someone. I've been so worried for the longest time that I wouldn't ever find someone, and I'm still a little nervous that I'm not going to.
But we were singing a song at Continental League, called set me as a seal. It was so beautiful, asking the one you love to set you as a seal upon their heart. A seal in the sense of how a king used to mark official papers with his signet ring pressed in wax. Isn't that so amazing? You know what is even more amazing? I am a seal on this guy's heart. He told me that recently. That he loves me beyond words, and cares about me more than I can imagine. And when I got teary-eyed when the tenors sang, well, it was even more, all the better because I know that I already hold that position in someone's heart, and will for ever more.
Have you talked to him? Because he feels that way about you too. Isn't that amazing? That he can love us all like that?
Man, I am so in awe of God lately.
Godspeed,
sara
(ps, the picture/painting/drawing/sculpting thing was this incredible view down one of the streets in Denver yesterday, and you could totally see Mt. Evans towering above the city. It was so beautiful, and it struck because it was in the middle of the city, which is beautiful to me, but it was so much more amazing, beyond anything man made.)
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no, I refuse. and you know what is amusing? that we are sitting at the computers next to each other and having a conversation on my comments.
HA! I have one on you Natalie! WOO!
I'm not gonna tell you, I'm not gonna tell you, I'm not gonna tell you, I'm not gonna....
typing "I'm going to poop in a can" does NOT qualify as saying it without laughing.
you can't even type hahahaha over and over without screwing it up. you basically suck at life.
He calls you sun child because you have had too much sun, and are a little slow now because of it. smart one.
my word, people these days.
wow, you need to learn how to use punctuation. how the heck did you pass the fifth grade?
"i will kiss your butt foot anything"
should really be:
"I will kiss your butt, foot, anything!"
and no, I will not tell you.
you are such a dork. you think calling him is going to make me tell you?
"I'm going to call him and tell him that he needs to kiss it out of you."
What the heck???
Ah my little mexican, you are a funny one!
I will not play this game.
I will not eat green eggs and ham.
(yes, random thought I know)
and you think you're going to beat it out of me? whoa chica, I may be out of shape, but I am the one who plays rugby. prepare to die!
Oh my gosh.
Just because you mexicans are overly active in your sexual lives, doesn't mean that the rest of us hand away our virginity at the first opportunity.
you disgust me.
what are you talking about?
apparently you fell asleep during that conversation we had in Costa Rica, where I was the one who basically is the most excited to have sex. (granted, after I am married but you know)
so, the only conclusion I can come to is that you have no idea what you are talking about, that you never have, and are instead, like Maya said, pulling random insults and such things that sound clever to you out of your butt.
basically, everything you have said means nothing.
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