Laboring for Nothing

Do you ever feel like you are shouting and no one is listening?

Or like you are standing there, and everyone, including your 'friends', is walking by without a glance in your direction?


"...shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life- in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor for nothing." Philippians 2:15-16


I feel that I am laboring for nothing. Like working, and working hard, and learning and teaching and growing, and I am running this so called race, but no one is noticing. No one sees anything. I don't want attention, that's not the notice that I want. I don't desire glory, that isn't it. I want people to stop hurting and come to know the Love of God.

But no one is coming. No one notices. No one stops to ask questions.

Am I doing something wrong? I must be. Or is God just wanting me to wait, because the noticers are hiding? Maybe. It has just made me very excited for leaving here lately.

I'll fly away
Oh Lordy,
I'll fly away

When I die
Halleluya by and by
I'll fly away

Only a few more weary days and then
I'll fly away


'A dika yöila
Sara