Is this weird?

Earlier today, it wasn't raining outside, and i was all disappointed. We were walking across the street to lunch and i just wanted to cartwheel on the grass and start dancing, even though i suck at dancing. it was crazy, i just got this like bubbling happiness and it was about to overflow.

it's been a kinda sad happy day. i've cut back on rugby, i'm only doing practice once a week now because my grades are slipping. so i won't play in the game on wednesday. but now i can go to Dos Potrillos, i just have to call Becky to make sure it's okay and i'm sure it will be. So there's like this give and take there and it's so weird.

i lost one thing but God was like, hey, have this Sarita. Because i imagine God like my dad and that's what he calls me. Sarita. And I just realized at lunch. Oh my gosh. He is like my popi. He wants to bless me and give me everything I want so long as it's what's best for me, and it's okay with his timing.

It's like that song, gosh what's it called!?
Oh i feel like dancing,
It's foolishness I know,
but when the world has seen the light,
they will dance with joy
like we're dancing now.

So i have to go do AP Gov reading. but i might be dancing on the way to the steps. (scary i know)